on the topic of the ideal girl.. reloaded..

another crazy day in the life of our unsuspecting character, Kiwi Vergara..

"It's so funny how we set qualifications for the right person to love, while at the back of our minds, the person that we truly love will always be an exception"

It is funny that we as people do qualifications on that “person”. I know this for a fact that “the girl”, one that is ideal in my opinion will never be real. Sad.. Truly depressing but in the midst of all of this, I’ve realized that I am also human and I would never be really contented with what I have. This might sound selfish but hey, its me, and I guess I’m entitled to what I feel. The ideal girl was and still is never meant for all of us. Writing about this imaginary girl just makes me feel good about notions of a perfect relationship, something that will be special amidst the shit that is happening around us. A relationship that will last since everything nowadays goes with a flick of an eye. I just want to revisit the days of old about how relationships were sacred and pure. With all the kids fucked up these days, who’d want to get hitched?

The person that we truly love will always be an exception. Even though she’s not all that or the person that is liked by all.. who cares right? Damn the world, but any person would do the stupidest things for that special someone, I know I would. I remember this girl that I always dreamed about. She’s real, the girl that I would marry as I would say to myself. She was the rose among the thorns. Not really my type, actually the opposite of what I like, but somehow she is different. I don’t know why.. Used to yearn for her but now, I’m glad and settled in the fact that we’re good friends. I will always be there for her no matter what. I want to be the person that wipes her tears off her face and person she draws strength for all her battles in life. I want her happy all the time even if I’m not the man that brings her that smile on her face and I will always love her for the person that she is..